Journal #38- Worst thing

The worst thing that has happened to me was not having my father be there when I grew up. I still see him and I love him. I care about him, but things would be better today if he was around. I'm not saying he's not in contact with me now, but I feel things could have been different. My dad is getting older and older. He wasn't there for us much. Sometimes he tries to do things a dad should do. I love him very much. I just wish things would have been different.